Anyways, it doesn't matter what car I'd be getting. I'm happy to even own one. But one thing for sure, I'm gonna be investing lots of dough into my "baby". From some worthless shit, to something that'll make a Sports Coupe wince in fear. ;) 

The interior of the Toyota Vios 1.5E 5M/T. If I really am to have this car, I wouldn't mind. Because the first place I'm headed, is the BodyKit garage. Seats will be replaced, and so will the gear pedals and stuffs. TP! :smiles: 

This might just be my very first car once I pass my TP! Integra will be on hold for now! 

i saw a bug wit its kid on ma table just now. how cute, how loving. people often take for granted what they have. how cilche.

Karma.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MY SEXYHOTFATTYFITBOYISHEDISONCHENLOOKALIKEHUNKALICIOUS
BABY! And also not forgetting, HAPPY 2nd YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY! :)
i know that i may not be the best girlfriend around, and i have dont have the riches or fame to offer you, but i only have my heart to give to you. Two years ago till now, i've never stopped loving you. Instead, my love for you grew. We've been through alot as a couple, but im glad we managed to stick together and got through bad times. I love you baby.

Yours only,
Tiara :)

Us in our own world.

Just Us. ;)

The car I want, and what ma Daddy will get for me! Thanks a mill Dad! 

The scariest dream; To lose someone you love, to someone else you respect.

That's as much as I can tell.


Anyways, it's tyme I grew up and realise that age isn't just a number that signifies your life spent on Earth, nor a number for you to buy Toto or 4D. Hence, it actually means the increasing tasks and responsibilities one has to bear in concordance with the years that you've lived. Whatever the heck that means. But seriously, my life has always been so childish and immature. Grow up now. It's tyme.

Advanced, here I come, again.
Then practicals.
Then lastly, TP.

With a last conclusion after I pass TP, thanks Dad, I know you will get me that Integra. I love you.


P.s. I love my baby too,. You're my first baby, and my second is my turntables, and third, ma Integra. Haha


1 more day to my birthday.

JJ, signing off.

It's juz 4 more days to my birthday. I don't ask for much. I juz wanna be a better person in life, as a son, as a boyfriend, as a friend, as a student in school and also be a better DJ in turntablism. Dear God, if you're out there, please yahoo me a mail and tell me you'd grant my wishes. Thank you.

We all know the result of what will happen of that. Nothing. I mean the wish.
But those are the things I really want, in life and all those shit around.

I am thankful that I have, what I already have. I am contented with the materials. But not the mentality and education. WTH am I even posting about these. If you really want to get me a present..... hehe gimme a kiss! juz kiddin! :smiles:

Anyways, presents are always welcomed! Cya folks.

Peace.

JJ, signing off.

It was after June 2004 that it happened. The ugly past. I pray that history will not repeat itself. No, i know it wont be repeated, for i trust you deeply now.

A day well spent!

Sentosa really IS the island life any Singaporean can have. We headed to Sentosa today!

Here's the whole mambo:

Went to the market for breakfast at Harbour Front together with my siblings and parents. Reached there around 1030 and the meeting time was 1100. SO breakfast was served! Ala carte au nasi padang. LOL. Not much of a hoo ha on breakfast, my rice look burnt. Then ma baby took a cab down and paid for her. Hehe her ATM card was with muar so she really didn't have a choice huh. And that was that, while we waited together and ate. Then benje kor kor arrived who conveniently brought us to the "other side" of the market where it was cooling and breezy, or so he claimed. haha kidding. His 2 friends were already there awaiting for his majesty's arrival. Bought a couple of 1.5litres bottled water and it was off to QUEUE in the never ending line of crowd waiting for the Sentosa Bus. :) Managed to catch my cousin Grace while she was "cutting queue". haha, she was wearing jeans and going to sentosa? Jeans, beach? :P

I shall just skip the whole ticketing and bus ride thang alright? I'm sure most of you are pretty familiar and don't want me to just bore you with tickets?
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Yay! Palawan beach :D It was really crowded. CROWDED. Managed to get ourselves the spot below the lifeguard tower. Hehe didn't know we could do that. Then off to the waters! But before that, we put SUNTAN lotion. haha... we're all burnt now....

It was fun swimming with ma cousin's friends, siblings and last but not least, my lover. :D

Poor friend, got his toe raked with something sharp. DAMN YOU inconsiderate fellas' who throw sharp stuff into the waters. Ya HAPPY now? Someone's injured because of how selfish YOU are?

Stayed on a lil' while before heading back. For more details, please log on to benje's website. It's on the left.

I am Taurus, My Lover is Cancer
You've found a soul mate. You and Cancer want the same things: family, home, stability, security, and a nice nest egg. Both of you are sensual, and Cancer's innate ESP will sense your every wish before you can even open your mouth. Your lover will baby you so you will get the hint and baby them back -- something Cancers love. How can this relationship fail? It should be cuddly, close and cozy warm during your private time together.

As a Taurus, you probably keep your Cancer lover supplied with herbs from the garden and flowers for the dining
table. Your Cancer shows love best by cooking and you are happy to accept such tasty offerings. You both love to eat and whip up amazing dishes together, so you can start your seduction process in the kitchen and later head to the bedroom.

Having enough money means a lot to you both, although Taurus will spend for more luxuries than will Cancer. Cancer will buy a wonderful coat and wear it for a decade. Taurus will buy insurance, stocks and bonds, and then spend the rest on a stereo or a new car. Cancer will buy enough food to supply a small bomb shelter and bank the rest of the money in a conservative, safe, savings account. If your Cancer lover needs something special, he or she will wait for a sale or get it wholesale. You, on the other hand, are enjoy shopping retail in fine boutiques. If Cancers need more money, they'll cut back on expenses. If you need more money, you'll march out and find a better job, an additional job, or a new investment strategy that generates more income. This difference in money style doesn't matter in the end, for the result is the same -- a bigger bank account. Unlike Leos or Capricorns who need money to earn respect, you and Cancer just need it to have a happier life.

In bed, thanks to your earthy erotic style and Cancer's deeply emotional approach to love, you have a passionate, nurturing union of two souls. Taurus like to take their time seducing their sweethearts, which is just fine with a Cancer. Since you only get better with time, Taurus, and hit your sexual peak later in life, you and your lover have a lot to look forward to! Cancer will want little love notes now and then or at least some candles around the bedroom. Can you oblige by being more romantic? Try! When you make love you are both as tender as can be and so genuine in your expression of feelings. What more could either of you ask?

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How true how true. Anyways, off to bed now. Goodnight people!
I love you darling. :)

Here's another post to sum up ma day. Ate potatoes on the couch in the late morning till early noon while waiting for MISS TIARA to finish class. Maybe I should name myself COUCH POTATO. Anyways, the potatoes aren't important. Well, met ma dearest at Wisma. Waited for her and Andrea for erm 10 mins. Ya. Cabs nowadays are really efficient ya know. So that was that and we hung around Wisma while Andrea went for an interview which was successful but sad enough, there weren't vacancies for REAL work. And ma baby tried too, and she did her bez. It's ok dear! Work for me. :P Be my VERY VERY PERSONAL assistant. :)

So we juz went around and ended up at Paragon, had to grab my boardshorts and slippers. Total costed a whopping 100 bucks. I'm never ever gonna get any boardshorts again unless mine rips or is too small. !!! EXPENSIVE OK!!! SO that was that and we headed home. Nothing much to do around town anyways. So off it was to dear's place and juz chilled till I had to leave to town again to meet my mom for dinner. Had it at Sushi Tei. Nothing great. No offense, really. I prefer NYDC.

Mom got me a Crumpler sling, the huge one! Now I can put my records! No more plastic bags :P Though personally, I think it's more attitude to use one for Battles. Heh... And that's my day homiez. Tell me bout yours :)

You muz be wondering how right? Well click on the Blogger link right and the top, sign up for a blog, BLOG, then leave a tag with your site address! It's that SIMPLE! Try it yourself, TODAY!
Cya soon

Peace, out.

Feels great to not have classes on wednesdays! But it's a pity, full day of class tomorrow. From 9 in the morning all the way till 5 in the evening. I'm giving tonight's BOUNCE DJ Battle tonight @ Phuture, Zouk, a miss. I'm totally not prepared psychologically, mentally and routine(ly). DMC.... Should I join or shouldn't I? There's my studies on one hand, and turntablism on the other. Can I choose both? Of course I can. Then it shall be done. Turntablism and studies, add in another criteria of relationship! Yay! I'm a juggler. Love.... I love you baby.

Sigh. I need to get a job soon. Work work work. I needa get off my lazy ass and start getting down to werk! Ok, four now, master juggler. -goin' nuts-

Life really kicks ass. Especially mine. Don't ya juz love it?
LIFE FUCKING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!
oK YOU DECIPHERED/FOUND OUT ABOUT THESE HIDDEN WORDS. sMARTY PANTS. yAY! i'M MAD. aNYWAYS I LOVE TURNTABLISM. jUZ TELLING YOU.
Anyways, all da bez to all the DJs battlin' it out tonight in da club. Peace guyz/gurlz.

Thank you baby, for choosing to stay in Singapore instead of returning to Canada. I love you.

Another day well spent wit ma baby! Met him over in town to shop around. We headed over to Marche where i had my rosti with GRILLED SALMON not UNCOOKED salmon baby. :) We then shopped shopped shopped around and decided to head over to Phuture, but decided against it due to some reasons. We rested over at Coffee Club where we talked bout everything under sun. Headed over to Mango and Zara where i bought a top and three-quarters. Baby sent me back in a cab and went back on the same cab. That sums up our day.

Btw, a few days back, i bought two more hammies! Two white-faced Robovrskis(sp?). Boy can they run and jump. Activeeeeeeeee. These hammies were a gift from ma baby to me! Thanks darling. :)

Baby, i know that you one of your major problems has come to pass. Treasure this chance that was given you to you and stop fooling around.
Guess i'll stop here since im talking to you. I love you baby.

Something important I have to say, "I MISS YOU, MY BABY"

Mood for the evening/NOW: Shit.

Lost my fcuking wallet. Not that I mind it's an LV though I'm a lil' perturbed by that fact only. The worse thing is what was innit.
1. Photo of me and ma baby in Tiki's.
2.My IC. Fuck lah now I've to go to the fuckin' police post to report loss of IC.
3.My EZ-Link card. Fuck you lucky bastard it's a VISA EZ-LINK, gonna god damn cancel it.
4.OCBC ATM card. Fuck you bitch you don't have my PIN. LOSER.
5.Student admission card. Don't tell me you're gonna like pose as me in person and try to blow the whole fcuking instituition up. I'd be happy to LEND you. GO AHEAD AND MAKE MY DAY.
6.Club card. Thank you, I can change my fucking lame ass nerd face photo on the card. Don't try to even think about going into the club. It stinks, it's pointless. SO FUCK YOU, FUCK ME.

There. Losing MY wallet just makes my week a bad one. Look at all the trouble I have to go through. Thank you, I deserve a lil' exercise, but not such waste of time. Damn YOU lucky-bastard-who-has-my-wallet.

P.s. If you're a good person, at least return me my photo and my IC and my EZ-LINK. Thanks a million, pal.

JJ, signing off.

The DJ whose deck wizardry are worth the ear wax. DJ Z Trip. Tis' his new album, Shifting Gears. Can't find it in HMV, so I suppose you can only geddit through online orders.  

Before I start on my post, I admit it. "I feel washed up."

Ok, now that we're past that, let's geddit on.

The day started out pretty fair with brunch at Liang Seah Street's duck rice. Ordinary. I barely finished my yam rice. But the duck meat was notable, soft and not dry like other stalls I've feasted on. But anyways that's that and it was brunch.

We then left for Bugis Junction together to shop around till my dad's parking coupon expired on it's validity. Met Kelvin's friend, though I can't seem to remember his name. Haha he thought I was doing body conditioning upon first look at me. I'm not FIT, I'm FAT. Wanna see the blubber on me? LOL. Anyways we headed home soon after, so much for a Sunday afternoon huh. But things turned for the better when I headed over to ma baby's. Silly dear of mine was wearing heels at home? Crazy ah? :P Stayed for a lil' while before we HAD to leave :( Hehe... went to town to just absorb the atmosphere of the "GREAT SINGAPORE SALE". Right. I remembered walking into Far East and feeling that it was empty. Though I actually found out I was on the wrong side of the building. Well guys do get BLUR at times, at that ma friends, was one of those times. :D

Shop, shop, shop. What else. Went on to Level One aka basement of Far East, and my dearest got herself a black MINI cardigan. SPANDEX. WOW WOW WOW. SPANDEX. And I thought spandex was only for rappers who had no hair. SO if you wear it as a cardigan, does it mean your arms and body has absolutely no hair too? Well, beats me. :P

It was off to Borders after 'Boredom' found us walking along Far East for too long a time. Oh! I left out something. We actually went to Heeren, then Cineleisure for lunch cum dinner, then to Takashimaya to check out Kenzo's 'Summer' perfume. If you were to ask me for my personal opinion, I'd tell you this, "It smells like tanning lotion." -smiles at baby-

THEN WE WENT TO FAR EAST. Etc..........

At Borders.... I DO NOT WISH TO ELABORATE FURTHER. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

Left for Janice's partayy after BORDERS.

The partayy:

One word, "FUN". Great food, great people, great cakes, great lighters? :P Haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE YOU TURNED 17!!!
Best wishes from the two of us! Hope you liked your present and your impromptu candle "surprise"! hehehe! I must say the people were great there. Though I didn't really had a chance to talk much to them, but I bet they're nice. Stayed on till bout 10, then it was tyme for Miss Tiara to be escorted back to her crib. Yea, cab escort. Rich kid. :(

As for me, I was the lucky one to be chosen to be her personal escort. hehehehe lucky me!

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To sum it all up : A day with many points to ponder on and reflect about. WTF am I talking about huh??!! :P Anyways, have a great day ahead you guys/gurls/''its''/people who know us/people who don't know us/lovers/haters/players !

JJ, signing off.

The day started out lazily by bumming around ma crib. The plan was to head over to Serangoon in order to get my new hammies and cages and beddings, but we decided against it and headed to town. Ma baby and i then went window shopping and found out that most prices of things that i want are still the same, so much for the Great Singapore Sale huh. We started our day out over at Wisma where it got boring and we headed over to Isetan at Shaw center to check out make up for me. Found Anna Sui a little pricy and decided im not gonna waste my cash on the pretty packaging. Went over to M.A.C, didnt really like the colours so i didnt make any purchases there. Adidas at Pacific Plaza was our next stop. Was VERY tempted to get my black sweater. But unfortunately, my baby didnt allow me, and for that im a little unhappy wit him now. :(

As the king was very hungry, we then made our way to Far East plaza for the mouth watering delicious chicken rice. Guess what, my royal king was really so hungry that he ate 3 plates of rice! Goodness gracious me! Now now people, be nice to him. He aint no pig. He only ate a mouthful of noodles for breakfast and did not have lunch. We then shopped around and i decided to get out Far east as it was a little too boring. We made our way to Tangs to look at more make-up. Went over to Stila and i fell in love wit one colour. Decided to get it. :)

We stopped over at Paragon for a little while. After that we went over to Heeren. On the way there, we saw Andrea. Said our hi's and bye's and went our separate ways. I wanted to look at jeans so we went into Levis. Baby saw his friend there. They talked and everything and we then left. Went into Adidas and saw this very sweet looking tennis skirt, unfortunately, they did not have my size. So we left. I'm getting very lazy to continue blogging bout our day. We went to Cine and had a snack there. Afterwhich we went home.

Caution! The content below might be too mushy for some!

Baby, regarding the post below, i believe that if you love a certain person, you'll stand his/her temperament and even try to change them to be better. I do have flucuating moods too. But you stood by me right? I'm here to encourage you and snap you back to reality whenever you are living in your world. Yes, i've always been real and true to you. It will stay that way. I do love you wit everything i have. Believe me. I love you baby.

Is Hip-hop the only thing I know? Tis' how I really feel about myself. I can't do Hip-hop well. Means on turntablism. Yes the shit I do, it doesn't really blow people off their seats, and that sucks. Yes sure my teacher is the best, but I don't feel that I'm worth. So from now onwards, I'm never ever gonna let any opportunity go. I only have one shot. And that's the way I'm gonna keep everything. All I have, is one shot.

Baby, I love you. I know it's tough being with someone who has sucha wierd temper. I'm me, sometimes I do things that really make you steaming mad, yes I do. But trust me, it wasn't intentional. I do have my reasons for doing the things I do. Sure, loads of shit are up right now, but it's you who's always letting me know what's real. I know you're real. I know you're true. Keep it that way. I love you.

I ain't faking nothing, believe me.

Wanna know if my love is real? Ask me, I'll show you.

P.s. I still love you the way you love me, no matter what. And come what may, let our love be true.

Look Ma, this blog is completed! :) Enjoy people!

AHHHHHHHHHH! Im very stressed! Yeah right. HAHA. Im in the middle of my examinations which would end on Friday. Weeee, I simply cannot wait for friday to come!(how cliche.) Bahh, today's paper was Pure Geog. Goodness me, this is the first time in my entire life im taking Geog and its pure mind you. Six structed questions and choose four to do. I passed paper one, hopefully i'll make it for paper two. Tmr's papers are Maths paper 2 and Chemistry. Did i mention that i did not sit for my Math paper one due to the fact that i woke up freaking late and could not make it to school by taking any form of public transport. Oh yes, a cab would help. But considering the fact that i only had ten bucks with me, it wouldnt be enough to pay for the cab fare. Why? Thanks to the extra $3.20 for calling a cab, $1 morning surcharge, $4.50 worth of ERP shite. So i stayed in bed and watched Miss Universe. :) For you dodos who didnt know, Miss Canada won. Yes, im proud to be half canadian. But i wished i had her figure. :(

My little babies are doing fine, just that the two older brothers do not welcome the younger sister hence bullying her. The poor girl is bruised. Not to worry, i seperated them when i found out bout her wounds. Im gonna get more hammies soon! YAY! Acutally, i wouldnt mind you people giving me your hammies because i would gladly look after them. But i would appreciate if you guys gave me the hammies with the cage. HAHA. :)

What else shld i blog bout? Oh, JOHN JI. Baby, i know you are going through a rough period. But bear wit it alright baby? im sure everything will turn out fine. You need not look down on yourself cause of this matter because humans are fuctioned to make mistakes, but we learn from them. Okay baby? Love ya loadss! Remember our little date to serangoon tmr to get ma hammies and stuff alright? :)

Lets see what i will fail before i end this post, Math,Pure Geog,maybe History? haha.